Lucinda’s Magic II
A Fairy Story by Win Mellor-Hay, Ph.D.
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In Part I published in the Fall 2003 Newsletter, the fairy Lucinda
is uncomfortable in her body and goes to Tamara, Fairyland's wise woman.
She sends Lucinda on a journey to discover her great fairy ancestor.
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Lucy gazes up at the beautiful dancer and
realizes it is a woman. A huge, magnificent, glorious woman. She is
dancing naked and her skin glistens and catches the orange light of
the flames. Lucy thinks she has never seen a more beautiful person in
her life. Finally the giant woman slows her rhythm until she is swaying
gently in front of Lucy, just behind the leaping flames. Her whole body
is lit with dancing orange light. Her immense hips and belly are bright
and round. Her curved breasts strong shoulders are tinged with the moving
yellow light. She is looking up at the sky and reaching her arms upward.
Only the bottom of her chin is lit by the fire. Then she brings her
arms down and looks directly at Lucy. Lucy gasps to see her face. The
dancer's enormous mouth is cracked wide in a smile, and her mammoth
eyes are sparkling with humour. Her broad nose is stretched wide in
laughter and her cheeks are taut and are brilliant with light. Even
though it is large, and happier than Lucy has been in a long time, she
can still recognize her own face. Just then the large woman laughs out loud in a deep, velvety voice that makes Lucy's belly tremble insider her body. "Yes I am Lucinda," the beautiful voice comes out. "Butno, I am not you, my child! I am your great-great-great-grandmother. I look like you because I, too, am black!" As she says this last word, the fire disappears. It goes out in a flash, and the Amazon woman towers over Lucy in nothing but the stark moonlight. As Lucy's eyes adjust she sees that the woman is right. Herskin is white and shiny on the side of her body where the moon is beaming, but it is dark and featureless on the side where there is no moon light. Her skin looks just like Lucy's did in the moonlight. How deceptive light is, Lucy thinks. When Lucy looks up again, her great ancestor Lucinda is sitting beside her. She exudes love, happiness and power. She seems to be completely at home in her body, completely relaxed and at ease with her nakedness. And oh, her wings! They are stupendous! Lucy reaches out and touches one of them. The dark, beautiful feathers are delicate and incredibly soft. They glint blue-black in the moonlight with occasional sparks of purple. "Your wings are beautiful," Lucy utter, in awe. Lucinda smiles again and flexes her wings softly, spreading the outer tips in a little stretch. "So are yours," Lucinda tells her. And Lucy thinks of her own cramped, unmoving wings. She suddenly feels bad for hating her own skin. "Your difference is your power, my little granddaughter. You are unique in this world. There is nobody quite like you. You think your black skin is your enemy, but it is your strength. You feel weighed down by your names, your grandmothers' names, my name. But they contain your power. You must learn to love your difference. You must exult in it. You must claim it. You must harness it. And then you will be free." The big Lucinda pulled Lucy's small face against her upper arm and held it there. Lucy could feel the smooth texture of Lucinda's skin against her cheek and it felt marvelous. She was drawn to the joyfulness in Lucinda's body. She felt the powerful energy of the large woman coursing through her thick veins. She imagined her enormous heart beating inside her huge chest, pumping all that rich blood throughout her huge body. She imagined Lucinda's deep, resonant laugh rocking her body. When Lucy woke up she felt like a baby, being rocked in her mother's arms. That feeling was accompanied by an overwhelming surge of love for her mother, her grandmothers and their mothers. And she also realized with glee that she had an ancestor whose skin was the same colour as hers. "great-great-great-great grandmother Lucinda," she whispered. "You are a chocolate woman too!" She remembered the power and the beauty of the dance Lucinda danced. She recalled how comfortable and confident Lucinda was in her big black body. Lucy laughed out loud. She felt goose bumps and a straining insider her chest, as if her heart were trying to sing. She jumped to her feet. "I am Lucinda the chocolate woman!" She yelled in her deepest, lowest, most velvety voice. She laughed loudly and stretched her arms to the moon. She raised her face to the night sky and closed her eyes. "I am Lucinda, the woman with the night sky skin! I am Lucinda, the great-great-great-great-granddaughter of the great Lucinda, the enormous black woman who dances by the firelight!" Lucy called out, hearing her own voice deeper and richer than she'd ever heard it before. She moved in slow circles and saw the moon through her closed eyelids. She imagined her raised arms touched the black sky and she grabbed at the colour. She closed her hands around the darkness of the sky and pulled it to her body. "I am the woman who has been blessed with the black velvet sky cloak! I am Lucinda, granddaughter of Hester and Penelope, great-granddaughter of Astrid and Miracula, great-great-great-great-granddaughter of Lucinda the black Amazon naked dancer!" Lucy sang these words out and the ground beneath her feet reverberates with the sound of her voice. The tree trunks vibrated and the rocks buzzed gently on the earth. Then she laughed and spun around in a circle, drinking in the moonlight, drinking in the black sky. The next morning when Lucy awoke in her own bed, in her own house in the village, her limbs were aching from all the dancing she had done on top of the hillside the night before. Her throat was sore from all the proclaiming and singing and chanting she had done. Her head was dizzy from all the spinning and her feet were tender from all the walking. But she awoke with a smile, and felt proud of her beautiful dark skin. She said a silent prayer to her female ancestors, thanked them for their strength and blessed their names. When she sat up to arise from bed, she had a queer sensation. It was like an itching in the middle of her back. Right in between her shoulder blades. Right where her beautiful blue-black wings joined her exquisite blue-black body.
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- Dr. Win Mellor-Hay, Paolina Calabro and Donna Gadde. Thanks also to
our fabulous Fairy Booth Helpers, Kimberlee and Zoe. Your ideas, articles
and poems for this Newsletter are greatly appreciated so keep them coming!
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